#015It's kinda strange to be on the other side, since I am used to offering advice to others. I have always been some worth in control of my relationships and the emotions that accompanies it. But lately, I've been a little confused of how things slip off my grip. I mean I can't believe i atoned for not even causing the problem. I'm not even sure of what i feel anymore, I feel like I am wasting my time and yet won't let go. I'm usually good at listening to myself but right now, I don't even think I can hear me. Some days it makes so much sense to say goodbye, just then... the but and why? holds me back with all the promising moments. I don't wanna have to play these mind games, everything seem so perfect and I can't just dismiss what I'm feeling. After a week of near break-up at least I wanted that to be it, but the arguments never add up to a discernible reason to walk. I find myself halfway gone and yet reluctant for the lack of excuse. (If you've got a suggestion/thought, I wanna hear it).